I hate being overly sensitive. But it is what it is ya know? lol
Sometimes people say things to me or make what they like to call "observations" of things that I do, or that are going on in my life and they hurt my feelings. It's something that I hate about myself. lol I wonder if there's some kind of "desensitizing" that I can get. LMAO... Maybe I stand in a room and let people hurl insults at me or pelt me with less than flattering pics of myself.
Whatever I have to do, I hope I grow out of it ( I'm 26. Do I still get to "grow out" of things?). It's more crippling because, even though I'm so damn sensitive, I'm one of the most BLUNT people you'll ever meet. Kinda like I can " dish it" but I can't "take it back". Fuhnie.I usually ALIGN myself with the "mean girls" (or when you're grown, they're called the more opinionated people) so that I'm not the target of their scrutiny... Also because I am a bird of that feather.
oh well...this is something I need to work on. lol. Let me mention that I DWELL on these things. Something that you say to me, that you don't give a second though, I take to COMPLETE offense and hold on to andmill over for-EVER! It makes me withdraw from you. lol
how stupid right? lmao
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well.....1. bitches are bitches regardless of how old they are at the time, lol. 2. that does suck...my cynical world view began forming at a very young age so i guess that's one reason why most things just don't hurt me. the best and easiest way to fight it is to simply rise above either in ur response or by simply not allowing it to affect u. the latter is way easier said than done of course but try it...
lol... if only there was something to "rise above"-- LMAO-- Teensy-tiny things hurt my feelings...Like ULTRA sensitive (unless I'm used to you)... Like you say
-- Umm... your car isn't a benz... lol like anyone would ever steal it-- BAM~! I'm hurt... because I have a nice car! lmaoooo and I WILL HAVE A BENZ DAMMIT!! Even though one of my online homies :cough cough: MUSZIQ :cough: thinks only douches' who need to display their status get those... lol
... joking ...
see how i remember those things... ;)
lol....oh snap @ ur car not being a benz comment. and in those situations "to each his/her own" usually works for me. i'm not big on arguing shit like that. u like what u like and i like what i like. i used to get wrapped up in silly shit like that but learned it wasn't worth my time or energy. yea i have a cpl german friends who are really into benzes. i've always hated them. but seriously most ppl who have them get them cuz they are a status symbol with their big ass benz emblem on the front. they wouldn't outright admit it but from their responses to parts of the convo it was clear. yea i feelya...i remember a lot of things to and i tend to hold grudgees easily. although hurting me is a rare thing for ANYONE to do i can get pissed off and if i get pissed off at least once by a person for something that i think was either very serious or extremely petty then i will never forget it and like u i withdraw.
lol... just so we're clear-- this has nothing to do w/ the Benz comment. lol That didn't offend me. I want one because that symbol makes me hot! lmaooo
And--When(not if) WHEN I get my benz-- I will talk about it obnoxiously for quite a while... inserting it into EVERY conversation where it's even REMOTELY possible. (LMAO!!!)
-- This blog was general. Something did kinda chip my armor a bit today... but It just brought ot the forefront how ridiculously sensitive I am. I recognize it as a flaw... but I can't seem to correct it.
yea....uz a pussy!
Yes... I am. lmao
if you can admit it and not be mad when someone else (read: those close to you) points it out, you're straight; just who you are...the problems usually come in when you're in denial LOL
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