*Closer*

Gonna keep it short.

I talked to exie this evening. It felt GREAT!! Like talked on the PHONE. Haven't heard his voice since July. We talked about my life, his life. The new baby on the way. His girlfriend. Our good times, our bad times. It made me feel great. I feel closer to him... as my friend... but more distanced as his lover. which is great.

I miss him.I love him. Glad to have him in my life. Even as just my friend. He is one of my best friends. If not THE best [male] friend. :)

ANTHEM 5K...

Soooo Here's all the fun stuff I got from the 5k! YAY... I'm so happy to have done it. Definately put my fitness into perspective... and needless to say I'll be amping up the gym time. My ankle was KILLING me and that probably means that the next two races are out for this year... I don't need to HURT myself by doing TOO much too fast...

5K!! Wooo hooo... done and duhner... I may still do the 10k in 2 weeks... I'll letcha know tho :)

T-minus 12.5hrs til 5k!

OK!! SOOO It's the moment that I've been preparing for (kinda)-- Tomorrow @ 8am I will be lining up for the Anthem 5k in Louisville KY...

I'm SOOOO SUPER EXCITED!! It's not that far (5k is 3.1miles)-- and I'm not doing it to WIN (Because I won't)-- I'm doing it because I've never been able to do things like this...

I was (and still am) the kid who's in the WORST shape. Always winded... NOW, i'm just a little LESS winded... and DETERMINED to do a mini byNEXT YEAR... Gotta start somewhere right?!

5k-- Then in 2 weeks... 10k (maybe... maybe not)--- then doubtfully 10mile 2 weeks later... I mean... I don't wanna die but i wanna do this...

BTW-- update on dieting... I'm down 30lbs now (It SEEMS like I've been stagnate for the last few weeks... only because I've GAINED about 5-7lbs and had to RE-LOSE those)-- I actually lost 5lbs last week...

If we put end to end all the weight I've lost... gained... and had to lose again... It would be 42lbs. BUT-- oh well...

Wish me luck tomorrow! It'll be fun!!!

subservient chicken

OMG!!! This is just what I needed right now... If you go to THIS SITE and type in your command... this guy will do WHATEVER YOU SAY!!! This is a REAL dude in the suit...

My kiddo and I played w/ him for a while... and now I'll pass him on for your pleasure... lol