**If You Can't Love The One You Want... **

** Tolerate The One You're With **

::Beats Loneliness right?::

**Anywhooo... It's Valentines Day right? And many people are waking up to their significant other... Kissing them and MAYBE a little more ( Morning breath and all)... Not I. I shall be falling ASLEEP w/ my (in)significant other... and we will have had fun listening to music tonight... and I will have a mild hangover... Probably, I'll be regretful that I made the decision that I made ( lol )... and in a rush to be in my 'single' state again...

... but it'll be worth it NOT to be lonely tonight ...

**I HATE Valentines Day! Even when I'm attached! It makes the lonely feel lonliner and the attached feel OBLIGATED! My homie is one that I really like...he's a great guy who adores me... It's just not there. But he's happy to spend time w/ me. And I, with him when we are in need of company. He's a great friend, and I'm really very lucky to have him. I just don't have that "spark" that I require to get involved w/ someone seriously.

**Oh well... Is it ok to fill your time w/ friends until "the one" comes along? If it's clearly understood what you BOTH want and expect from the situation... is it alright to tolerate the one you're with, until you get the one you want?

** UM... Snow? Nah, I'm good.**

Ugh... Ya know, I generally LOVE the snow... but for some reason, this snow is buggin' me. I'm BORED RIDICULOUS. My kiddie and I have played allll the games, are about to watch some movies, and I've cleannnned some stuff... boooooooo I think this snow would be ALOT more fun if I had someone special to cuddle w/. SURREEEE I could get my homie Kris out to cuddle... but I wanna cuddle w/ someone ELSE! lol

This picture is from right outside my window... (the grainyness is from the screen because I wasn't ABOUT to go out!) The middle car in the foreground (as you're looking at it) is mine... covered w/ snow... after I DE-ICED it yesterday... ugh. So it won't move today! Luckily my nephew and his wife (yes... I have a 21 year old nephew) in the same apartment complex as me... just down the way... sooooo I'mma go check them out and maybe play some games or something...

My power was out for about 3 hours last night... DURING AMERICAN IDOL!!! BOOoooo... I had like 7 candles lit... and my daughter was FREAKING OUT!!!! She was so scared that I was gonna set the house on fire... It gave her a little taste of the old days before there was power... lol she didn't like it. But alas-- it came back on at about midnight... ::sigh::

Anywhooo--- I want all the people to like the snow... to keep it! lol