LOL-- What's with my aversion to dudes these days? (NOTE:: This doesn't mean that i have taken to 'women' in thier place.) I have a friend that PI-SESS ME the FUCK off. I don't know why. Like... just in the last week or two. SICK. Like dude has done a complete 180 in my book of "coolness".
Perhaps there is some underlying OTHER issues going on. But I also think there may be a bit of resentment. I'm too nice to say what has really pissed me off. So instead I just bottle that shit up... and get angrier and angrier and angrier. I make niceties if I need to. I try to avoid contact.
I don't play games-- and subtly-- I believe there may be a 'game' afoot. Beware the 'niceguy' he's not always so nice. Beware the dude that's always there for you... He's also there for everyone else. Laughable.
Ugh. Let me go. I'm gonna say something i shouldn't... Hmmm... maybe I should do away w/ that self censorship.
