*Puh puh puh Poe-ker fayce!**

~~HAHAHA~~ This is my POE-KER FAYCE!

*This song got me thinking... HOW LONG do you have to hold your poker face in a new relationship? How long do you need to wait before you reveal your true feelings (if you're enamored w/ your beau)?

I am the kind that doesn't play games (ok that may seem strange to say given previous blogs (LOL)). When I like you, I like you to know. I don't like to leave anything to chance. But the thing is... There is DEFINITELY a time when it's too soon to let on that you like someone... Like when it could be scary...

You never wanna seem too eager in a new 'situation'. So... Tell me, how long do you hold your Puh puh puh poe ker fayce...

** But really, I don't **

Ya know... I'm typing this from my Bed on my PDA. Reason being, I really had to capture this moment of weakness...

I just laid here, alone and watching the news, and sent a text that I completely didn't mean to someone completely innocent.

″ I missssssssssssses u. ″

Sometimes I just need a surrogate boyfriend. someone to send my sweet message to. Someone to talk sweetly to, and to smile about. I miss having someone to 'misses'. I miss it alot.

Papi and I used to have text wars... we'd see who could make the others phone go berzerk first with an over abundance of text messages... he always won... well, except for the last time... lol... I won that battle :-)

I said all that to say this... i miss the silly things that couples do... not so much the actual relationships... just the cutesy stuff... the bad thing is, good people get caught in the crossfire.

The guy that I sent that to, ADORES me. Probably the highlight of his day is when I say I missssssssssssses him... truth is, Really I don't. I more just miss the act of having someone to text late at night...

I'm such an ass...