**My New Obsession... My D.A.D-D*

So here you see ME w/ my new obsession.. My guitar that I refer to my D.A.D-D (Dumb Ass Dude Demonstration). Why? Because he's allllllways being play'd ;)

Anywhooo... I got it yesterday and already I've almost learned 'Hey There Delilah' (playing) by the Plain White T's.

I'm SO in love w/ my guitar... love it! I sing... so this is the natural next step right? I'm teaching myself and have played tonight for about 4hrs... lol

I'll keep ya updated...

... you guys have any new obsessions?

** This Is Me**

This is me... I never ever take full body pictures because, well... they're not flattering. I am a big girl...that's been stated several times throughout my blog... but evenso, I always try to find a way to hide that.

Well ya know what. This is me... That's all my hair junk on the counter in my bathroom... That's my body DOWN 30lbs... Hard to believe... but yes.. very true. I am definitely a work in progress... Many many lbs to lose... but I'm not hiding anymore

I'm me... Jae. Short hair, Long Braids, Big butt, slight gut... It is what it is... take it or leave it... Love me or not... Don't wait around for the 'END RESULT' because chances are... if you don't like me now... I won't like you then (because I'll have read your game...)

So... blurry and all... This is jae... Big girl... Big heart..

*Fuckin' Idiots*

Ok. What's with these dumb ass dudes! Seriously?! What kid of woman will even TALK to you when you send them a message ( the first one you've EVER sent them) saying, " I bet it tastes like candy."...

::blank stare::

THE FUCK!?! You bet it tastes like candy? Dumb ass summ-ma-ma beech. How dare you approach me like that?! HOW DARE YOU approach me before you change your screen name (Mr. Licks the Middle). Dirty tounged bastid... Ugh I hate dudes sometimes... Or at least the lame asses that seem to be attracted to me.

fucker.

** Off the Cuff** Your choice

Maybe I've said too much.
But I refuse to recant.
Love it or hate it.
Change who I am.
I shant.
You can take me or leave me
but it's your place to choose.
If that choice is to step away
in the end know
you'll lose.
With softness of cotton
your friendship I've won
don't venture away from me
when my words are " no fun ".
Perhaps i said what i have said
because i want you to see...
There's no cuteness or laughter
on the flipside of me.
So know the true Jae
then gather your thoughts
Understand that my need for you
will never outweigh my wants.
I don't need shining armor
or horses that're white.
I just need you to listen
as I ramble at night..

=== Off the cuff === written as it came to mind
shitty -- but true

~Jae