*... But your door is closed*

2k9's Rico Suave... lmaoooooo

*Strippers/Pole Dancing*

iSupport pole dancing. This video is probably not of the BEST pole dancer... and I'm SURE alot of you have seen better... But the things she does makes it look like she'd DEFYING GRAVITY! It's like mezmerizing... She's not hot to me... this is not SEXUAL at all (my facination w/ this vid)... but just the way she's swinging on that pole is banana's... Imagine the kind of ATHLETICISM you have to have to be able to control your body that way...

Ya kno... I always said (and get ready to judge me... ) If I ever got skinny, or had a bomb ass body, I'd do at least ONE song in a strip club. I've always wanted to do it and I've always admired STRIPPING. I think that they're incharge of their sexuality and exude a RIDICULOUS amount of confidence.

NOT ALL strippers are whores. Only the ones who CHOOSE that path. And I don't have a problem w/ them (until the undies come off...)

What song would I strip to? Joi- Lick (playing now). I've already planned for that. And my routine would be RIDICULOUS...

Fun fun fun. If I ever get that bangin' body... look for me in a strip joint near no one. lmao Doin' my thing and rockin' it like a... well... rockstar! lmaooo

and then back to regular life..knowing I did it.

(enter judgements...... now.)

**What are some things that you'd like to do that perhaps, are taboo to others?**

*Porn*--- What's the Big Deal?

This is going to PROBABLY be coming from a COMPLETELY different angle than you think... But here goes...

*Why do SOME women make such a huge deal about their dudes watching porn?*

I am not disputing their right to feel a 'certain kind of way' about this, I'm merely asking. I've been told that it gives them unrealistic expectations in the bedroom. Also, that it makes them look at women in a way that women should NOT be seen. Who says?

I, myself, actually enjoy the occasional ( and maybe more often than occasional) adult film. Do I do it for 'gratification'? No. It's NEVER a means to an end. To be honest, my imagination is MUCH MORE vivid than these films. The things that I can conjur up are beautifully tailored to what actually turns me on and much more effective for helping to cure my ills ( overshare? Perhaps...)

I began partaking in this "taboo" passtime when I was 18yrs old. A boyfriend that happened to be quite a few years older than I, used to always have them... not necessarily for us to watch... but for himself. We used to sometimes just watch them w/ some popcorn or while we were having dinner ( strange I know)... but it was almost NEVER a sexual thing... just fuhnie sometimes... and entertaining others. Ever since, I've been facinated... and have built a collection... yes... I am a female w/ a collection of adult films.

Judge me if you may... but I'm being real. I don't see the big deal. These ladies in the film have chosen their path. We aren't aware of their circumstances or what lead them to this profession (deep seeded issues, I'm sure.)... But why are the people who watch, mainly the men, called 'bad'. YES YES... It is a sin. Some people cite bible verse against pornography... I then cite the same about pre-marital sex, living together in sin, smoking, over-eating, etc...

... followed by " all sins are the same in the eyes of God... " So you shoving that ho-ho in your mouth and then goin' home to your b/f and scroggin' his brains out is the same as me watching the TAPE of you two doin' that... lmaoooooooooooooo

Anywhoo...

Porn-- no biggie right?

Ask me anything... I promise to answer.

** I have nothing to blog about today** Actually, I did type an ENTIRE blog and then decided not to post it because it was about my work accomplishments. After re-reading, it came off as braggadocios and tacky... so it's still in the vault...

You can ask me WHATEVER you like and I promise to answer*. I have not that many blog commenter's so hopefully some will come out of the woodwork and ask me something...if not, it's OK :) That will keep my most prized secrets safe :)

*Ask Away* (I'm just going to EDIT this entry to answer your questions as I can :) ) There is no limit to the amount of questions per person...
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CURVY GIRL: When is your birthday? My birthday is June 19th 1982 (I am 26 yrs of age)
-- and my most recent work accomplishment is taking in $81,900 in one month :) (that's not my take home... (I wish))